Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Joy, Peace and Love

Hope you all are having a nice holiday season.

recovering from a very exciting Christmas morning

new wings and all

New Elf Hats

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Had an Interesting Conversation Today with TSA

Every so often, I think God or fate leads you to people for a reason. As some of you may have noticed lately, I've been a bit disgruntled with how certain government agencies are conducting themselves and treating us. Namely, TSA.

Today, it just so happened that I got to speak to an ex FBI agent who is now working with the TSA, and who also happens to be a old family friend for whom I had not seen since I was seven. I recognized him almost immediately because when I knew him he was in college and hasn't really changed much except for a few dozen pounds.

Anyway, I said hi, he remembered me and couldn't believe that little girl he played barbies with was now in front of him making him feel really old. We chit chatted and when he revealed that he worked for the FBI/TSA, I couldn't help myself and joked that he was the one to blame for the new naked body scanners at the airport. He said yes and went on to explain that they weren't nude scanners, and didn't really reveal much detail. We went on to discuss:

Me, "well, I'll never be scanned."

TSA friend, "Why?"

Me, "Well, for one I don't like the idea of some low paid goon seeing mine or my kid's whozits and whatzits on what I consider to be detailed, nude images. And second, I don't want to be exposed to massive amounts of radiation. Also, are these scanners a means for collecting biometric images for a government database? I've heard speculation on that."

TSA friend, "I really don't think the scans show much detail, I don't think you should be so worried about that and plus our employees are not interested in a cheap thrill. And yes, radiation can be an issue if you fly a lot, but to avoid that you can just get the pat down then." (no response to biometrics)

Me, "I don't know what a pat down is going to prevent when it comes to someone really wanting to get something on the plane. Without preforming a cavity check you can't really stop them, can you?"

TSA Friend, "No, but I can tell you about a woman we found in Iraq who was hiding a gel explosive next to the underwire in her bra, we saw she had it but she lit it and blew herself up before we could stop her. She killed 4 other people. It was pretty sick. "

Me, "I'll bet. So, like I said, you can's really stop them."

TSA friend, "Well with terrorist like her and the underwear bomber you have to do something to protect us from them. You'd be amazed at the files that I go over every day where we've stopped some terrorist."

Me, "Well, the underwear bomber got on the plane even though the CIA knew he was up to no good long before he even got to the airport.

TSA friend, "You're right, and that just shows how the different agencies have flaws on the lines of communication. You see, the TSA, CIA, FBI and NSA don't know what the other hand is doing."

Me, "Well, shouldn't that be fixed if you really want to protect this country? I mean, if the CIA knows a terrorist is getting on the plane, but doesn't let the TSA know this, how is a scan really going to fix that? Is it true that the scanners don't detect powder?

TSA friend, "Yeah, you're right, we can't see powder, but we're doing really well with behavioral profiling and are finding those that may slip through the scanners undetected. I mean, if someone wants to shove powder or drugs up their you know what, they're going to. And we don't care about the drugs, we're after the terrorist so we believe that these scanners and behavioral profiling are the best weapons against them. The thing is, we can't really do much more because of the Bill of Rights."

YES, he actually said that.

Me, "I'm sorry, but I think that's a good thing. The Bill of Rights is there to protect the citizens of this country from such things. I find it crazy that civilians are loosing their 4th amendment rights in the name of security and yet our borders are wide open. If you're really afraid of the terrorist coming in and blowing us all up or doing some other act of terror, close the borders!

TSA friend, "I agree, the border issue is a mess and that is because the senate is full of jerks that can't get anything done and don't want to spend money on that right now. However, when it comes to rights, there has to be balance for the sake of security. Flying is not your right, it is a privilege so if you choose to fly you have to accept certain things."

Me, "So, arguably since owning my home is also just a privilege, I should accept that it could be searched with out warrant? Where do you draw the line?"

TSA friend, "Well you could just choose not to fly or get a pat down."

The conversation pretty much dead ended there aside form a few pleasantries that were exchanged as we went our separate ways. I'm really, really happy to have bumped into him so that I could get some answers to my questions and affirmations of my concerns straight form the horse's mouth. I found it really amazing that he would argue that the Bill of Rights was in the way of them doing what they'd really like to do and should do. I didn't get into it, but because of Dubaya, we're already having out emails read and phones tapped in the name of security so really tromping on a few more rights, in TSA's mind, is just necessary.

Warning: the below image may not be suitable to children

How's this for detail? When the picture is inverted you can see a near perfect image of a nude body in detail. It is important to stress that this is a low resolution image. Airport screeners will have access to huge high definition images that, once inverted, will allow them to see every minute detail of your body.

Reassurances that airport screeners won’t be able to save the images will provide little comfort to parents who know that the crystal clear image of their naked son or daughter being ogled by a TSA thug can merely be snapped with a handheld camera for their enjoyment later. 

My family will NEVER be scanned and I plan to wear a bikini through security on my next flight. 

Monday, December 13, 2010

Connecting the Dots

What's funny (or not) is that the NY Times finally admitted that the banks are controlled by a global elite. Now there's a shocker! It's laughable. Oh, and I'm a crazy conspiracy theorist?
I find that most are still in denial about this reality. 

For those of you still with doubts, here's a brief cliff notes version on the key aspects of this agenda.

So who are these elite?:


In order of importance:

Rothschild family

Warburg family

Schiff family

Oppenheimer family

Royal Family of England

Saxe-Coburg-Gotha family

Rockefellar family

Morgan family

Harriman family

Carnegie family

Rothschild is by far the most influential, holding approximately half of all the worlds wealth. That family is directly responsible for founding most of the other families or helping them get up off their feet.

The Rothschild philosophy:

1) Law is force in disguise. Right lies in force ("Might makes Right")  The right to rule lies in force.

2) Political freedom is an idea, not a fact. In order to usurp political power, all that is necessary is to preach 'liberalism,' and the electorates will give up more and more power to the conspirators.

3) Money is all powerful. Governments are insignificant compared to money. Since governments control the money, that control must be removed from governments, and put in the hands of the conspirators.

4) Any and all means to achieve the goal of world domination by the conspirators is justified.

5) The size, scope, and power of the conspirators' resources must remain hidden.

6) Alcohol, drugs, and moral corruption shall be used to weaken the will of the people.

7) Wars should be instigated and orchestrated so that both sides would be in their debt (in other words, the conspirators would gain profit and power, no matter who "won" the wars!).

8 Propaganda and control of information should be used to influence opinion.

9) Pre-planned and artificially manipulated financial panics and depression should be used to tame the people, and weaken governments, so as to ultimately form a one-world government, with the conspirators as the rulers.

The "Rothschild Formula" for NWO as Edward Griffin, author of Creature From Jekyll Island, puts it:

1) War is the ultimate discipline to any government. Survival from war becomes primary - everything else is secondary.

2) All that is necessary to insure government indebtedness (to the international banking conspiracy) is war - or the threat of war.

3) To create such a situation, it is necessary to pit two countries (or segments of one country) of equal force against one another - or to create them (the two opposing countries or segments of one country) if they do not already exist. ("Pit one side against the other, and finance both sides - so that the bankers win, no matter which side actually "wins.").

4) The ultimate obstacle to this formula is a country that is not willing to finance war through debt. When this occurs, it becomes necessary to encourage internal political conflict and/or infiltrate the government.

5) No one nation can be permitted to gain military dominance, because this would lead to a lack of conflict for power, and may lead to peace!

Owners of the Federal Reserve:

1) Rothschild Banks of London and Berlin

2) Lazard Brothers Bank of Paris

3) Israel Moses Sieff Bank of Italy

4) Warburg Batiks of Hamburg and Amsterdam

5) Lehman Brothers Bank of New York

6) Kuhn Loeb Bank of New York

7) Chase Manhattan Bank of New York (controlled by the Rockefellers)

8 Goldman Sachs Bank of New York

THE STRATEGY (a gist of it anyway)
The world will be "depopulated" by wars, natural disasters, diseases, plagues, and food and water shortages (the global elite's ultimate goal is a worldwide population of less than 500 billion). (BP, GMO's, fluoride, lithium and uranium in drinking water, vaccines containing syphilis etc... etc.... etc.....)

Fluoridation is straight from the Nazi handbook

The whole world will collapse economically (it's the only way that the global elite can get a one-world currency and one-world government accepted). The United States of America, the land of the free and home of the brave with liberty and justice for all, must fall before the New World Order can be established.

A one-world government with a one-world religion will be established. This one-world power will offer apparent world peace and unprecedented opportunities to a world in desperate need of grand solutions to profound global problems.

A one-world currency will be established and a cashless society will be setup. In order to or buy or sell in this cashless society, an individual will have to take the a type of identification like the verichip (the global elite's ultimate goal is to get everyone "microchipped"). Those who refuse won't survive.


The first misconception most people have is that the Federal Reserve Board is a branch of the U.S. government, it is not. THE FEDERAL RESERVE IS A PRIVATE BANKING SYSTEM. Most people believe the Federal Reserve is as American as the Constitution; however, the fact is, the Constitution in Article 1, Section 8 clearly states that Congress, not a group of international bankers, shall have the power to create and regulate money.

In 1910, 
a small group of international bankers secretly met on Jekyll Island off the coast of Georgia to devise a bill, which was titled "The Federal Reserve Act" to mask its real nature. This bill created a system controlled by private individuals who would in turn control the nation's issuance of money. Furthermore, the Federal Reserve Board (Fed), composed of 12 districts and one director (the Federal Reserve Chairman), would control the nation's financial resources by controlling the money supply and available credit, all by mortgaging the government through borrowing, leaving us, our country, indebted to the Fed and owning NOTHING. Think about it, you don't own your house, car or land. On any deed you are a tenant. Your property is owned by the Fed because of our government's debt to them. We are merely collateral (human resources) to the Fed, put up by our fearless leaders.

On December 23, 1913, Congress passed the 
Federal Reserve Act (it was rushed through Congress when many representatives were out for the holidays), giving the Fed exclusive power to create and regulate money for the United States. The Fed creates money (which is backed by nothing), loans it back to the U.S. government, and then charges interest on it, which is paid by U.S. taxpayers via the Revenue Tax Act of 1913.

The Fed receives billions of dollars in 
interest annually and then distributes the profits to its private shareholders. Who actually owns the 12 Central Banks of the Federal Reserve? It is estimated that 300 individuals and their affiliated corporations own stock in the Fed. These private stockholders, the global elite, are connected to a London-based international banking cabal (associated with names like Rothschild and Rockefeller), which ultimately controls the Fed. When England lost the Revolutionary War with America, the House of Rothschild planned to control America by controlling its banking system, the printing of its money, and its debt; they succeeded in accomplishing this goal.
During the debate over the re-charter of the Bank Bill in 1809, Thomas Jefferson said: "I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies... If the American people ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around them will deprive the people of all property until their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered... The issuing power should be taken from the banks and restored to the people, to whom it properly belongs."
Aaron Russo Interview by Peter Boyles (Video Part 1 of 5)
American Dictators (a film by Alex Jones)

The goal of the Council of Foreign Relations and Trilateral Commission is a one-world government, most often called the New World Order. This future one-world government is being set up in the political arena by the global elite under the flag of the United Nations.

The Council on Foreign Relations (CFR), and the international banking cabal behind it, took control of the United States in the early part of the twentieth century and is now methodically destroying American and world institutions and values. It controls national governments and multinational corporations and promotes world government through control of media, foundation grants and education. The main goal of the cabal has been to consolidate political, economic and social power in its hands while obliterating the minds of the masses to establish a militaristic, imperialistic dictatorship.

A cabal is any small criminal group who seizes illegitimate power to benefit its members only, manipulating and impoverishing all other people within the nation. The very foundation of the capitalist system is based on the ideology of the cabal.

The destruction of the American mind and American institutions is now so far advanced that the international banking cabal has been able to establish a totalitarian police state without the people rising up against them.

The cabal has taken great pains to avoid publicity and recognition, to the point that most people are blind to its existence. It requires considerable powers of discernment to even recognize its presence, so hidden has been its subversive activity. Anyone who speaks of a cabal is immediately dismissed as a paranoid conspiracy theorist, lumped with extremists of all stripes.
It's clear that many people are so possessed by the current reactionary brainwashing that they will be unable to consider any of these ideas. But some people throughout the world are waking up to what's going on, and they need to see behind the curtain to the real criminal powers that manipulate human minds and destroy human liberties.

Carroll Quigley, Georgetown University history professor (deceased), in Tragedy and Hope: A History of the World in Our Time (1966), made this claim:
"The powers or financial capitalism had far-reaching aim, nothing less than to create a world system of financial control in private hands able to dominate the political system of each country and the economy of the world as a whole. This system was to be controlled in a feudalist fashion by the central banks of the world acting in concert, by secret agreements arrived at in frequent meetings and conferences. The apex of the systems was to be the Bank for International Settlements in Basel, Switzerland, a private bank owned and controlled by the world's central banks which were themselves private corporations."

"I know of the operations of this network because I have studied it for 20 years and was permitted for two years, in the early 1960s, to examine its papers and secret record."
Gary Allen, in The Rockefeller File, states that the CFR is behind the many regional government plans, which would abolish city, county and state lines, leaving us at the mercy of federal bureaucrats; and that the CFR is behind the push for "land use" controls. They want "federal control of everything since they intend to control the federal government."

By Executive Order No. 11647 on February 10, 1972, President Nixon officially abolished through regionalism the American system of government. Regionalism is the consolidation of local and state governments into large regional units and the centralization of power in bureaucratic authorities, boards and commissions, whose primary function is to administer plans and programs dictated by Washington.

Executive Order No. 11647 divided the United States into 10 Federal Regional Councils, each controlled by an appointed bureaucrat for the stated purpose of improving coordination of the activities of all levels of government. The 10 federal regions were to be empowered to control all forms of regionalism within the United States. Regional divisions supplementing the 10 federal regions include state subregions, Federal Reserve regions, population regions, and regions to control the land, water and natural resources of America. [Executive Order 11647 was replaced by Executive Order 12149, Federal Regional Councils, on July 20, 1979.]

Executive Order No. 11490 assigned numerous emergency preparedness functions to federal departments. Financing of regional governments is acquired through federal revenue sharing. Revenue sharing is a mechanism whereby the state and local governments become financially dependent upon the federal government. Pressure can then be applied to any level of state government that refuses to comply with the dictates of the regional government rulers. All but one of the 10 federal regional capitals is either a Federal Reserve Bank or branch bank city.

The goal of regional or metropolitan government is to eventually merge the U.S. into the "New World Order" (NWO): a one-world totalitarian government under the United Nations (UN). "The global elite's agenda is nothing less than the complete revolutionizing of the very foundations of not only America but the entire world. Such a plan calls for the total restructuring of planetary civilization into an enlightened one world federation in which national boundaries and sovereignty are secondary and "planetary citizenship" in the "global village" is the order of the day." - Jeremiah Project

Already, we are being conditioned to accept the loss of our civil liberties with the passing of the Patriot Act, as well as the loss of our privacy with warrantless wiretapping and tracking systems such as GPS technology in our cars, cameras, wristwatches, and cell phones.

Talk radio host Alex Jones interviewed Hollywood producer and documentary filmmaker Aaron Russo on January 29, 2007. Aaron explained that, through his growing popularity, he met Nick Rockefeller and became friends. Aaron described the astounding admissions of Nick Rockefeller, who told him that the global elite's ultimate goal was to get everyone microchipped so that they could have total control. Nick explained the New World Order agenda for absolute power, which includes a total cashless society and an "RFID chip" to control peoples' money and to track them. Nick told Aaron that "if someone got out of line, they would just turn off their chip."

Aaron Russo met Nick Rockefeller in 1998. He and Rockefeller's friendship ended before September 11, 2001. He was diagnosed with bladder cancer in 2002 and died on August 24, 2007. The following are videos of the interview Alex Jones conducted of Aaron Russo on January 29, 2007, seven months before his death.

According to Nick Sandberg ("Blueprint for Total Control," 2001) and Serge Monast ("NASA's" Project Blue Beam," 1994):
By first removing cash and then by introducing problems into electronic money systems while simultaneously promoting microchip implants as a safe and acceptable alternative, the global elite will lead us slowly into accepting personal implant technology. Samsung has invented the micro RFID which is as small as a grain of sand and it can be injected.

The phasing out of cash most likely will begin with some kind of worldwide economic disaster—not a complete crash, but enough to allow the New World Order to introduce some kind of in-between currency before they introduce their electronic cash to replace all paper money. The in-between currency will be used to force anyone with savings to spend or turn in their cash, because the global elite understand that people who have money are not dependent upon them and might be the very ones who will mount an insurrection against them. If everyone is broke, no one can fund a war of any kind; paper currency will cease to exist; this will be one of the first signs.

Like I said, if you refuse to conform to this new system you will be considered a dissenter and where do dissenters go? Why FEMA Camps, of course! Yippee!

On January 22, 2009 (two days after the inauguration of Barack Obama as President of the United States), H.R. 645, the National Emergency Centers Establishment Act (NECEA), was submitted during the first session of the 111th Congress. The bill directs "the Secretary of Homeland Security to establish national emergency centers on military installations." NECEA mandates that no fewer than six separate facilities be established in different Federal Emergency Management Agency (FEMA) regions throughout the country for the concentration of civilian internees on military installations. These existing military installations will be used for emergency situations or natural disasters that might render individuals and families "dislocated." NECEA further proposes that over the course of the next two years, $360 million is to be appropriated for this initiative. [The Senate version of this bill, S.3476: National Emergency Centers Establishment, was introduced on June 10, 2010, where it was "read twice and referred to the Committee on Armed Services."]

In July 2009, the Army National Guard began advertising for Corrections Officers and Internment/Resettlement Specialists: “As an Internment/Resettlement Specialist for the Army National Guard, you will ensure the smooth running of military confinement/correctional facility or detention/internment facility, similar to those duties conducted by civilian Corrections Officers. This will require you to know proper procedures and military law; and have the ability to think quickly in high-stress situations. Specific duties may include assisting with supervision and management operations; providing facility security; providing custody, control, supervision, and escort; and counseling individual prisoners in rehabilitative programs.”

Once you question, dig and uncover the goings on of an operation that is behaving in a clandestine way, you almost certainly will find a conspiracy. NWO and the elite's agenda is at the core of nearly EVERY conspiracy theory that exists. That is no accident. Once you understand how they work and why, you start to connect the dots and understand the bigger agenda and how they manipulate and control us on almost every facet of our existence. 

photo booth

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Wikileaks: truth or fiction

Well, well, well, they finally caught Julian Assange. Predictable set-up? That's is an understatement.

Hopefully, some of you are starting to really wonder who this guy is and who he really works for. Is he a cointelpro or hero? Is he a mere distraction and tool for the NSA to crack down further on internet wistleblowers? Whether the new liberal cult hero Julian Assange is in fact a “useful idiot” helping to propagate fake leaks for the Establishment, or is a bona fide covert intelligence operative, remains to be seen. His recent detention in the UK for alleged sexual abuse in Sweden is providing endless media candy which will focus on the international legal circus of these charges, and further propel the cult of personality forward. The hyped media attention seems a bit dubious to me and I'm beginning to wonder if Wikileaks is simply a corrupt oracle putting out a mix of light-to-middleweight intelligence and outright misinformation, in order to direct public opinion on a variety of issues.
My advise: be vigilant when analysing your Wikileaks. Watch for the low-hanging fruit… look but don’t bite!

Here's a very interesting take on Wikileaks... worth a listen.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Putting the No in Noel

Don't look directly at Santa's eyes because he may steal your soul. On second thought, I don't want any presents....

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Global Warming - Junk Science/Propaganda Machine

Still believe we're warming this planet with a naturally occurring gas that has raised a mere 2.5% since the industrial revolution?
For more information about this money making/population control propaganda put on by UN (IPCC)

If you want to know the truth, FOLLOW THE MONEY.

Friday, November 26, 2010

The Elusive Fall

Our pumpkin, "Charlie"

A VERY proud Jake with his AYSO trophies

Space Invaders!

Trick-or-treating gang of out of control sugar junkies...
and a banana.

Oh Fall, quite possibly my favorite season. Pumpkins (we grew our own this year!), creepy decorations, candy, pie, creepy decorations, giant inflatable spiders, comfort food, creepy decorations, endless foam tombstones, harvesting summer's bounty and a giant man sized banana (now there's a conspiracy theory). And before you scoff the Banana Man, his daughter, who was briefly lost during trick-or-treating mayhem, was found because she remembered to tell the people that found her that she was with the Banana. Say no more. BEST COSTUME EVER.
Mr. Banana & Snow White, what better combo? erhum.

So, back to Fall...... How could you be over already? I feel like I just put out the pumpkins and already I'm tossing them out for tinsel and Christmas music in every store. Can we at least get through Thanksgiving before the music, people?

Anyway, we started a new daunting yet fun tradition to our Fall repertoire, Soccer. We were a bit apprehensive about Jake and soccer understandably, but he did okay and even tried to make a goal during one game (video below) only to be foiled (boo). I was pretty sure we'd be lucky if we'd make it through on game without a meltdown, but alas, he proved us wrong. There were definitely games where he'd be completely preoccupied with perfecting his latest dance moves, looking at clouds or finding a ladybug, but at least he was on the field! Overall, the season was a success and he wants to play again next year.

We had a wonderful Thanksgiving together and are recovering from calorie and tryptophan overload except for Jake whom I've come to accept is a pescetarian. Tomorrow we put up decorations for Christmas and amazingly we aren't the first on our block. ho ho ho.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

gobble gobble!

Hope everyone is having a happy Thanksgiving!

Love and thanks,


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

TSA - Enough is Enough

Oh, and by the way, the so called "Underwear Bomber's" father personally spoke to the CIA about his son days before he boarded the plane. Did you know that?

The accused “underwear bomber” made a dramatic final call to his father that he found so alarming, the father approached Nigerian officials who took him directly to the CIA’s station chief in the Nigerian capital, sources told ABC News.
Current and former officials of the Nigerian government, including a source close to the suspect’s family, say Umar Farouk Abdulmutallab, 23, called his father from Yemen with the warning that it would be his last contact.
It has previously been reported that the man’s father, prominent Nigerian banker Alhaji Umaru Mutallab, went to Nigerian and American officials Nov. 19 to warn them that his son had been radicalized by Islamic militants in Yemen.

Why, with advance knowledge, would the CIA allow this man to board the plane? Ask yourselves this.
Look, I believe terrorist exist. Do I think a bunch of cave men with box cutters took down the World Trade Centers on 911? No.

They will NEVER grope me or my children period. It's time to put down your passports until this Nazi TSA gets our message that we will not be treated like cattle. This goes against our fourth amendment which is our right to privacy.
The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no Warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by Oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things to be seized.
We should be secure in our persons against unreasonable searches! We are being treated as if we're guilty terrorist without warrant! If I can't touch your junk, TSA, you have no right to assault mine. There is no double standard when it comes to the law or our rights. Our right to bodily integrity is ours whether or not it's in the constitution. 53% of the people believe the government is operating outside the constitution but aren't doing anything about it! A word for how this government is behaving is called tyranny.

Monday, November 22, 2010

What now?

A big question that is often asked when someone starts waking up is, what are we supposed to do? 

When it comes to the idea of taking action, it starts with seeking knowledge about every aspect of this. This is why I have a new section, Educate Yourself, devoted to some great documentaries for someone wanting to learn about the truth. You have to first be aware of things before acting, as you know. Learn, learn, learn all you can as knowledge dissolves fear and an educated society is a free society.

This also means a bit of evangelizing even though you may be ridiculed since "conspiracy theorist" have a definite stigma in today's society. People who step off the accepted path and question that path are sadly sometimes demonized as rebellious, trouble makers or just plain delusional. Just know your audience and don't badger people with this. I find a blog to be a good opportunity since they can choose to read about it or not. I never want to shove this information down people's throats as everybody has their own time when it comes to this awakening process. It's hard. It shatters a lot of the beliefs and ideals you held dear so many are just content to live in their bubble completely unaware. Ignorance is bliss for some, I guess.

There are generally two routes you can take once the awakening occurs, fear or love. That is your choice, but one is definitely more productive. However, If you choose love that doesn't mean you can't take measures to be prepared by buying survival food, saving seeds or investing in gold in case of economic collapse.

Preparing for the future is crucial. This means understanding that there is a big change coming. They'll likely try to collapse the current economic system and even possibly depopulate in some manner and then out of the resulting chaos, create order. You have to understand that the chaos is of their design so we will be more willing or even thankful to them for bringing a new order. This new order will likely be a Socialist system. They are already stripping away our rights (the Patriot Act) in order to condition us. If you watch the film, Invisible Empire, you'll understand better so I won't get into it here. Mainly, the important thing is they want chaos, war, fighting and civil unrest. Once something like the economy collapsing or 911 truth being mainstreamed, chaos will ensue thus fulfilling their agenda. 

We need to also show that we won't tolerate their control of the media and which control what information we get, or the way we're being treated (e.g. TSA). This is why you have to seek truth yourself outside of mainstream media sources. All media comes from the AP and this is not for convenience purposes, it's because it's easier to control that way. You can also exercise your rights by learning about your strawman , becoming a sovereign citizen and admiralty and maritime law. You can also do this simply by opting out of certain things. For example, at the airport I won't be scanned or I won't buy into their fear tactics with vaccines or terrorist etc. etc.  

Beyond that, breathe, calm down, your reality has been shattered, don't panic, be thankful, know who you are, and just try to absorb and learn. Do not expect to understand all this overnight, do not allow yourself to be overwhelmed... Learn first, then you will know enough to come up with your own course of action you wish to take. We're preparing by investing in commodities rather than intangible investments that wouldn't survive the dollars collapse. We're also learning to be more self sufficient and understandably bordering on paranoia, having a "bug out" plan in case shit hits the fan here in L.A.. Again, share, share, share without fear of ridicule, thus, choosing love over fear. That will lead to their demise better than anything because once people "wake up" they won't be as malleable. Welcome to understanding what freedom really is and being aware of the chains around all of us. The Matrix is a great analogy. Welcome to the matrix.

Above is a great series of videos (5, I think) that will help you further.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

we owe it to our children and grandchildren

Over the last few years, I've been waking up. Waking up to the lies we've all been told about EVERYTHING. Lately I've decided to really uncover for myself this world of deception. It's been a journey, let me tell you. My efforts to further understand the forces governing the world lead me to study secret societies, mystery religions, esoteric sciences and ancient civilizations. I’ve spent the last five years researching Theosophy, Freemasonry, the Bavarian Illuminati and Western Occultism. These schools of thoughts have many things in common: they are based on Hermetic teachings (Hermes, Thoth, Enoch, Mercury), they attach EXTREME importance to symbolism and they recruit within their ranks the most prominent people of all fields of society, especially politics, law and public service. The natural result of this phenomenon is the display of occult symbolism in all aspects of society, especially music, movies and buildings. From this, I now fully understand that we've been intentionally deceived in order for the elites who practice these esoteric sciences in order to advance and achieve what they really want, world dominance. And no, I'm not talking about a Dan Brown novel.

That being said, there is a reason why occult teachings are held secret. They reveal the naked Truth without any compromise. Very few people are prepared to face those facts.  As much as I would like to open the world’s eyes, I realize that this post IS NOT for everybody. If you are one of those people, I suggest you go here instead.

If, however, you’re  interested in the findings of a genuine truth seeker, you are in the right place. I believe we owe it to our children. We are the ones in control, they just don't want you to know that and that's why so many of you a understandably distracted by the latest celebrity scandal or iphone. This is not your fault. They control the media and thus the news you hear is merely a smattering, maybe 5% of what the news is. If you did know, you wouldn't care about Lindsay Lohan or the latest toys you're told to buy. Luckily, there is an information revolution happening. Thanks to the internet, there are people dedicated to sharing the truth without the spin that mainstream media churns out.

Just know, once you take the red pill you can never go back to the nice little bubble that you lived in for so long. Many of you aren't willing to have that bubble popped and will sadly figure this stuff out when it is too late. Talk about an inconvenient truth. Many of you are just wondering, red pill? what red pill? That's understandable. Here is a film that will help explain all this. I highly recommend this and please watch it in its entirety. Truth wears no pride. God Speed!

Children of Tomorrow

I apologize to you
On behalf of those in my time
For the things we didn't do
We didn't stop the tyrants
So your fate could be prevented
We watched them steal our freedom
By our silence we consented
We didn't choose to circumvent
The doom you've not escaped
While the Bill of Rights was murdered
And the Constitution raped
Some of us were lazy
Others too afraid
To think about our children
The ones we have betrayed
I guess we were too busy
To be concerned or care
To try to ease the burden
Of the chains we made you wear
We could have been good shepherds
When the wolf got in the fold
But we watched the flame of freedom die instead
And left you cold
I'm sorry we were timid
My selfish generation
We left you but a remnant
Of a free and prosperous nation
I'm sorry for our actions
Like cowards we behaved
We could have left you freedom
Instead you are enslaved
Children of tomorrow
Descendants of our land
I'm sorry we allowed this
The fate you now with stand

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Happy Halloween!

Dorothy & Toto too, Boba Fet, Sleepy Hollow Scarecrow and check out our pumpkin!
It turned orange just in time for Halloween!

Jake at a Boba Fet convention at his Preschool

Creepy cupcakes!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

fuzzy navels...

I'm really sorry about the title of this post but I just couldn't help it. So I think I had one of those brain glitches at the farmers market on Wednesday and bought enough peaches and strawberries to feed, well, a lot of people. Seriously, Jon got home that evening and was like, "ok, what's up with the fruit stand in the kitchen?". I of course replied, "I'm preserving!", and Jon said, "for the neighborhood?". ha ha, hurm....

So I looked at my calendar, suffered a mild stroke or panic attack or maybe both and realized I hadn't quite planned WHEN this adventure in canning would commence. Luckily, today was virtually free with the exception of having Chloe at home with me. Just FYI, playdough is no small miracle. I owed my life to playdough today.

First thing this morning I checked my supplies,

jars - check!

peaches - check!

Okay, commence peach preserving. Why peaches you ask? I just love them and I've always had a phobia of the stuff you find at the supermarket all perfect and plasticky. They also seemed like the gateway drug for the rest of the stuff you can preserve. I've tried my hand at strawberry jam before and that seemed easy enough, but preserving fruit slices?! scary! All the blanching, peeling, slicing etc just intimidated the crap out of me.

So, all in all it was a little scary, messy, time consuming, but still a lot fun and whoa am I proud of my little jars of sunshine. I just couldn't believe the amount of pots and bowls that went into the whole production.

So here's the rundown:
Time - 6 hours
  1. First you have to wash the jars
  2. checking for cracks or chips in jars
  3. wash the peaches
  4. sterilizing the jars in either dishwasher (if yours isn't full like mine was) or in canning pot
  5. wait for batch #1 of jars to finish.....
  6. put lids in a pot of hot water to prepare seal & keep warm until processing
  7. prepare syrup - two quarts of water/4 cups of sugar
  8. boil pot of water to blanch peaches
  9. fill two large bowls full of ice and water
  10. fill one bowl with 1 quart of water and 4 tsp of food fresh (color preserver) (don't worry, it's just citric acid and you could use lemon juice instead if you prefer)
  11. batch by batch, blanch peaches for 60 seconds, remove and the shock them in the cold water
  12. leave in water for a few minutes
  13. peal & slice peaches and transfer to the bowl of color preserver
  14. take hot jars out of canner and fill with peaches
  15. cover with syrup to one inch below the top of jar
  16. slide knife or rubber spatula down the sides or jar to release any air bubbles trapped inside.
  17. wipe down tops of jars with cloth to lean any residue
  18. take hot lids out with magnetic lid lifter and place on jars
  19. screw the lids tight and place on rack
  20. lower rack into canner and make sure jars are fully covered with water
  21. cover & bring to a boil
  22. process once boiling for 30 minutes (quart jars) 20 minutes (pints)
  23. remove canner lid and wait 5 min.
  24. remove jars carefully with jar lifter without tilting or bumping jars and place on towel to cool
  25. leave them to seal - you'll hear the lids ping as they cool which means they've sealed (if they didn't seal, reprocess or refrigerate for immediate use.
  26. do not touch or bump them for 24 hours
  27. take a nap if at all possible
See, fun right?!

I definitely feel a sense of accomplishment let me tell you. Tomorrow, strawberry vanilla jam because as you already know, I'm crazy.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Life in the World of Aspergers

As many of you already know, Jake was diagnosed with Aspergers in July. I don't think it's been something that I've been able to really type out on the blog because it's a difficult thing to face. Or, type. It's taken me this long to decide that writing this blog was still worthwhile even though I'm so overwhelmed, and tired, and just plain depressed. I think our journey on this new path might help others facing the same journey and who knows, maybe even some hope.

So, I'll back up a little bit just to give the summary of the last few months. Back in June I wrote about my concerns about Jake. His meltdowns, obsession with rocks, shells or anything tiny, inability to stray from routine easily, and the fact that it usually seems that Jake has only 2 speeds, highly anxious and hyper or completely missing in action. Like he's somewhere else.

I finally contacted a friend who had already had her daughter through a few assessments, got some advice and called the folks that evaluated her daughter, Children's Hospital (The Boone Fetter Clinic) and the Westside Regional Center. There was a big part of me that didn't think he'd get diagnosed with anything. I thought they'd tell me I was over reacting and he's developing as any normal 4 year old would. Both Jonathan and I were profoundly shocked when we heard different. The word that would change all of our lives forever was said in both assessments, Aspergers. Otherwise known as AS, Aspergers Disorder or PDD which is a blanket term for Autism, Aspergers and other Sensory/developmental disorders.

Aspergers is a high functioning form of Autism and is on the Autism spectrum. It's different from Autism because speech and cognitive development usually is not delayed or impaired significantly. Jake has a lot of words, but he uses them in unusual ways, doesn't understand things like sarcasm and takes everything very literally. If I were to say someone let the cat out of the bag, he's be looking for the cat. That phrase would probably go over any four year old's head, but I'm just using it as a example.

Since the diagnoses I've been introduce to fun new terms like occupational therapy (OT), speech therapy (ST), ABA (AppliedBehavioralAnalysis) and social skills therapy not to mention an IEP through LAUSD, and diets like the GFCFSF (gluten/casein/soy/food coloring free diet, & annual medical tests: Stool test, RBC, Toxic metals and allergy panel. I've also sadly been more enlightened to just how expensive these therapies are and how fucked up our Aetna insurance or really the insurance industry as a whole really is. We have a insurance policy that should cover PDD/AS but Aetna is making it as hard as possible to get it. I've been on the phone an average of 2-3 times a day with them and have gotten nowhere since July. Right now our "case" is in a black hole limbo land, otherwise known as "expedited appeals", where no one answers your calls and your only option is to leave messages for "someone" to listen to and maybe return your call. I've had no return calls to my messages for two weeks now and am about to call again as soon as I post this to the blog....

Just to enlighten a few of you to the stress mostly every parent with a AS child goes through,
here are a few of the issues I loose sleep over every night.

1. Your friends don't understand your problems or stress....for instance......my friends always tell me, "oh he is just a typical kid...we all have that problem....", but they don't. Or, "he seems normal". I know they just want to be encouraging, but I wish they understood. Unfortunately, they never will.

2. Worry...the worry for your child and what the future holds. Will he be able to function and hold down a job and take care of himself.

3. Pain...the pain you have knowing your child has no friends or loses friends easily. The pain knowing your child feels different. The pain knowing your child has been bullied or teased.

4. Fustration because teachers don't understand your child and the way he thinks.

5. Frightened because your child is ANGRY! and won't talk to you...won't tell you what is going on... tells you he hates you and wants to kill you.

6. Horrified that he/she may be misunderstood and end up in legal trouble as an adult. horrified at his aggression towards us, his family, and other children.

7. Tired...tired from all the daily battles... battles with the school, battles at home doing homework or other routines.... battles with eating, battles with behavior, battles with family that don't get it, battles with insurance.

8. Depressed because I feel I can not help him. Depressed that he can not enjoy the things others do. Depressed because I get to hear about everybody else's neurotypical kids and all the brilliant neurotypical things they do.

9. Sad because I love him so much and his life is hard and he is angry and depressed. Sad for his sister and that she'll never have that "older brother" there to help her, instead she'll probably have to help him at school and with everyday tasks.

10. Frazzled because of his behavior and the influence it has on his sister and the fact that she will be disciplined differently and I have no idea how to do that.

11. Overwhelmed with this new path and all the things I have to figure out in the next year:
Here is a sample list from TACA which is completely nuts. I'm trying to not panic but this isn't helping.
First YearSecond YearThird Year
1. Formal assessment anddiagnosis: neurologist, behaviorist, speech & OT

14. Get support & information!! Attend regular TACA or other meetings.1. Perform annual assessments: neurologist, behaviorist, speech & OT

1. Perform annual assessments: neurologist, behaviorist, speech & OT

2. Ruling out medical tests: genetic disorders like: Fragile X (boys), Rhetts, Landau Kleffner. Perform MRI & 24 hour EEG.15. It is all in the POOPS: deal with the constipation or diarrhea

2. Perform annual medical tests: Compreh. Stool test, RBC, Toxic metals and allergy panel2. Perform annual medical tests: Compreh. Stool test, RBC, Toxic metals and allergy panel
3. Call ABA (AppliedBehavioralAnalysis) providers and get on wait list. Implement intensive 1-on-1 therapy program.16. Educate yourself about the potential dangers of vaccination.3. Evaluate all medical and traditional therapy options for their efficacy.

3. Evaluate all medical and traditional therapy options for their efficacy.

4. Start theGluten Free/Casein Free/Soy Free (GFCFSF) Diet17. Evaluate Glutathione! – try oral, topical then IV – with your doctor's help!

4. Get involved in state & federal legislation efforts.

4. Get involved in state and federal legislation efforts – get family involved.

5. Find a DOCTORfor the long term! Perform baseline medical tests andnecessary medical treatments.

18. Considerchelation5. Continue social skills efforts with preschool activities. Consider social skills videos.5. Continue social skills for advanced needs with local providers.

6. Remove allergens (from diet and environment)19. Start Social skills development – with structured play dates at home6. Keep learning your childs legal rights and get educated.6. Refine supplements: take supplement vacations. Change brands of supplements as needed (i.e., rotate probiotics.)
7. Remove additives, preservatives , and dyes from all foods. Go organicand clean diet.20. Hire an special education attorney or advocate. Learn your legal rights!7. Get an Immune assessment consider oral IG, or IVIG7. Evaluate alternative therapies:HBOT,neurofeedback, etc.
8. See an audiologist for a complete hearing evaluation.21. Understand health insurance coverage and reimbursements!8. Considerlistening therapies

8. Continue education:DAN! Conferencesand others

9. Encourage proper sulphanation with nightly Epsom salt baths

22. Keep your marriage & family intact.9. Consider arotation dietto prevent future allergies. Or other dietsSCD, BED if GFCFSF is not enough.9. Keep your marriage & family intact.
10. Start basicsupplementationand probiotics.23. Help your child obtain the 8-10 hours a sleep each night.10. Refine supplements: take supplement vacations. Change brands of supplements as needed (i.e., rotate probiotics.)10. Continue, review and test other chelation protocols.
11. Test for andtreat YEAST (Go low sugar and lowcarbohydrates!)24. Further refine diet:remove phenols, sacylilates & corn11. Continue education: DAN! Conferences and othersLAST RESORT:Consider pharmacology when medical efforts are not progressing.
12. Investigate & try the “Bs” – B6, B12, TMG or DMG or SuperNuThera.25. Remove toxins from water, bedding, clothes, etc.12. Continue rec. Respite and support! Keep your marriage & family intact.
13. Omega 3 supplements! Cod Liver Oil, or Flaxseed Meal, etc.

26. Fathers are important too!13. If your child is 6 or older consider CAPD evaluation by an audiologist.

I'm just trying to remember to breathe and not be so resentful of the cards that were dealt because even though I didn't ask for this, neither did he. He can be a sweet boy and with intervention hopefully we'll uncover that boy even more.